It is not about me

”And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through Him” - Colossians 3:17

This is what God said to me today. Last night, I felt very weak. I felt very unworthy to be in presence of God. For some reasons I felt very average. I wanted more people to follow me on tumblr. Now I realize that it is not about me. 

Sure, I hope people who read my Tumblr will start searching God. I really wanted to encourage others through my Post. However, I realized that it was ME that want more people to follow ME andNOTGod.

Now, I realize that it is not about me. It is all about God. Everything I do, everything I write should reflect God’s glory and not my own selfish ambitions. Yea, I do admire bloggers like Mark Muldez, iwantjesus etc who all have many followers. That shouldn’t be my Goal for posting, just to get attention.

So, even if no one reads what I wrote or no one follows me, I will continue to write. I know that everything I write, God will use it in someways to help others. I may not have a bajillion followers on tumblr, but I know I have one follower who will never leave me or forsake me,My heavenly father.